Greetings, my fair ladies and gentlemen.
How is everyone faring this fine and warm day? I hope everyone is doing alright. ^_^ I'm kind of grateful that it's starting to get warmer, because it means that I'll be able to wear T-shirts, but that also means that I'll sweat more and it'll be humid and sticky and ugh. I hate summer... Winter should come back!
On a more somber note, today was a bit of a tough day. Yesterday I had scheduled for an interview for a job this summer, and I had completely forgotten about it until it was too late. And unfortunately, the interviewers decided that my no-show was cause enough for taking me off the list (and they were right to do so), and so I now don't have a job lined up for the summer any more.
The thing is, I'm pretty sure that I'd finished my lab write-up with my partner in time, too. I just wasn't organized enough to make an alarm, or put a notification down in my phone, or something, to remind me of the appointment. So essentially, it was my fault. And since I'm a coward, I won't be telling my parents the real reason that I didn't get the job, in case they start yelling at me. This job would have helped me immensely in paying for my tuition fee for the next year, since I'm lacking money from the loan that was cancelled due to a financial problem. So yeah. My dad is already stressed enough, I don't need to add more burden on his shoulders. My family is struggling as it is, and I truly didn't mean to be troublesome, but somehow I always seem to manage to be so.
So yeah. It's been a pretty stressful day today. And it doesn't help that it's Tuesday, where most of my classes are scheduled, so my day was already going to be long enough as it was without the added pressure of finding a summer job. Thankfully my current place of employment offered to hire me and pay my wages from their budget, but that makes feel bad since it's their budget we're talking about. What is some financial issue occurs and they can't fix it because the needed funds to fix the issue was used in paying for my wages?
And.. Yeah. I've just been going through today trying not to break down in the middle of my classes; trying not to think about what I'm going to tell my parents; trying to figure what I'm going to do for a summer job. I can't even get an internship, because I've not learned enough programming due to fact that I failed my first quarter of software development and I was too stupid to ask to be put in the right class the second quarter.
I'm just a mess all around. I think today's going to be a shorter post. Please excuse me while I go off and scream at a wall or something.
As always, this has been Ryuu Yukimura, signing off.
Stay sane, everyone.
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Today's Song: U-KISS - Stop Girl
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